I will never walk alone

Studying is a privilege, studying is a gift, studying is fun...

That is what I have been trying to console myself with during this week of hell, all the while struggling to cram all the knowledge into my limited memory base. It doesn't help that 105 is disgustingly hard to understand, let only remember.

But I guess this has made me appreciate the companionship of my loved ones even more. I don't know how some people can bear to isolate themselves during exam period. It's being with people that is keeping me sane and generally happy despite the stress.

I know I'm contradicting myself because I mentioned how much I like being alone in my previous post. Hmm... I think I'm still a social animal after all.

Thinking of next sem is scary. Everyone will be going into their specializations, which means me and my group of friends won't get to hang out as much anymore.

You have to go out of your comfort zone to build deeper friendships with other people, you have to get used to the idea that the friends who you are most comfortable with now won't be there to make you laugh in the future, you may even face the possibility of becoming an outcast. What a sad picture.

I suck at adaptability. I hate transitions. Getting used to changes has never been easy for me. But that doesn't mean I'm not going to try to make the best of it. Besides, I know I won't be alone in this.

And to borrow a line from the theme song of Js's beloved Liverpool (Although it sounds weird, or maybe it's because I only heard Js sing it before, I like this particular line a lot): "You'll never walk alone..."

I will never walk alone. =)